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i really felt useless earlier, not knowing what to do and what to say, i had no idea whats wrong but i felt there was something wrong i kept on asking her whats wrong she said there was nothing wrong my heart said believe to what she said but my brain wasnt with my heart... *stupid brain, why cant you be like my heart?* i felt sad because i really didnt know what to do... i might not look like a guy that does not like knowing what to do... well to be honest i dont show it... i laugh at times like that :P (HAHA) for example i laughed at all my exams during the perio week (haha) i really didint care if i disturbed my classmates (HAHA) they were all focused and i was laughing and was troubled at the same time (HAHA) multiple emotions (HAHA) speaking of my classmates most of them are focused some of us arent (HAHA)! some of us finished 15-20 mins before the time and sometimes even more (HAHA) most of my test papers has a lot of blanks:P its was either answering the wrong answer or not tryng at all (HAHA) well at least i can tell my self that i tried to anwer some of them haha :P