i guess your wondering why I used "WE" to refer to my self :D you know why? of course you dont :P well i just tried it on :D

So okay its been really a long tym since i Blogged :D

so okay, right now im really not feeling fine. i have clogged nose at the same time uts running... and i also have this cough! head aches and body pains, and there are time i cant breathe due to... moving on :D

lemme see lemme see

Im ganna blog about our reco :D last wednesday september 23... I rode bus 10... its not a bus its actually a van but, we called it bus (HAHA) the only thing that i didint like about the ride on our way to the venue was when it ended! i got scolded by a certain teacher that i really dont like. i was blamed for the whole thing! they were the one who started bouncing in the car not me! GRRR well when we arrived in the venue tito obet wasnt there yet so we were allowed to go out and play :D the place is really neat! so green so freshh :D so cool :D uhmm after 15-30 mins... we were called back :D it was time to start the reco :D Hes really energetic and really Good on what he does :D IDOL :D heheh i want him to be our speaker in our retreat on our 4th year :D the payment for our reco was totally worth it :D :D on our way back ... we were singing and shouting and we were all so tired after that :D

Uhmmm FRiday :D september 25

we were required to wear Philippine attire . and barong was my attire :D i really look like im ganna go campaigning (HAha) well anyway :D we had a contest :D and me and pau WON :D YAY :D i want to post the pics :d but i dont have em yet, oh yah i failed quiz 2 and 3 in math... BUMMER! I MISS MY TCHERS :( I MISS MY BAON.... and oh yah ME AND HIME WENT HOME TOGETHER :D ....

moving on

these past few days i wasnt really feeling well, and im worried about those people who was affected bt the storm, no one really expected this, am i ryt? O.O' every one must be ready for the worst kase senario...

another thing... im still longing for my princess (TEARS) when will nxt time be? oh well i guess i have to wait, im good at it i guess ...

oh yah.... STILL NOT FEELING WELL ... i dont want to have cold anymore, :( i hate this

okay today is tuesday, 9/22/09
well :D me and Hime always talk during the morning before the bell rings, :D Hime tnx again for the visuals :D so okay :D in our room i just heard than "someone" printed the blog of anne, which contained things against some one, knowing that it contained things like that i looked for anne! well she wasnt there yet so i talked to dyan, and dyan was shocked to! .... and as well as czar and the others, well i am too, why would they print it? then again why would "she" blog it? blog is something open to everyone, and when your ganna print something from other people ask permission first, like what dyan did with my picture, she asked permisson first before printing, well anyway, being a person who likes hearing gossips (HAHA) i heard tha "she" mentioned "plurkers, cla wendang ate marga" okay so i didint hear mine being mentioned, :( joke i have a question... why mention other people? we understand you, but i dont understand why they... or we, are being included, well being a person who loves gossips, i might hear the wrong info, so i want to talk to you personally,


i was the only one willing to sing "happy birthday to sir marvin" ... they didint ride with me:( how sad :( (HAHA) HEY READ THIS " HINDUISMBUDDIISMO,HUDAISMO,KRISTYANISMO,SHINTOISMO,CONFUCIANISMO,TAOSIMO ISLAM AT IBA PANG RELIHIYON"

AP was next

sir glenn made us write something for strike revilla :D like haha okay, come to think of it who is the mayor of imus? (HAHA) oh well i didnt finish my letter :D

ate siomai :D

I just read the bible in front of the class and thats it... i just stayed quiet in my seat, not in the mood to do anything

tcher reminded us about a major offence .... so okay i just cleaned my blog :D
and I presented my oral comm properly :D YAY :D TNX HIME :D


I ate chicken and spent all my money... i guess i was in the mood to eat. :D
i was looking at this kid and i noticed hime standing behind the kid :D haha i was surprised :D

we took this quiz and i was totally empty :D i guess i only got 5 points in that quiz :D
i need speaker! my speaker got broke

my mood totally changed that time, i wanted to listen :P hahah wholesome!


well i didint listen to the new topic i was busy thinking of.... and i was also being ...... thats why i wasnt in the mood to listen and talk to anyone, but since i know how to hide what i feel i kept looking at chin's notebook.... (HAHA)


WOW i really want to post every write up in RHGP when i get em back :D

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took my time getting my things inside the locker :D and when i was already down stairs i heard the gossip, and i was really suprised that she emntioned names, oh well, i went out and was off to or house :D oh yah i have weights in my room, and a big punching bag and a bubble :D wow :D

and now im in my room blogging .... feeling down and stuff ... ;( :(

thats it, im done ...

untill next time

every second makes me miss hime even more :( and guess what there are 60 seconds every minute and there are 60 minutes every hour...... I REALLY REALLY MISS HIME :(
so today seems to be a good day for blogging :P, uhmm its 10 pm in the evening got home at 8:30 something! i went to paolo estaura's house, well i stayed there after knowing that there were no one in our house! i called jp and pao for a game :D we played war chasers (HAHA) we did not notice the 2 hours fly by! we were totally shocked after knowing that it was already time! well after the game, i went back to pao's house and ate dinner there :D haha well anyway after the dinner i went home :P no one seems to be online, so tada im now blogging :D even though my sister told me to do something for her, another 50 paper bags with things in it, oh well :P

so yah! i'll skip the waking up part, its stupid (HAHA), well anyway the rooms in the hs building is locked in the morning, yet again! so i placed my bags in the fleming classroom :D hehe :P and i went down to look for someone to talk to :D i was able to find someone to talk to, and after a few i saw Earvin and he told me that hime was there already and i was totally surprised, she went to school early :D (cozy) we played patapon :D shes better than me... oh well (HAHA), we were hiding the psp from every teacher that passes by (HAha) and i said hi to almost all of them! (HAHA) then the bell rang and we went our different ways :(

well anyway :(

since our symposium is scheduled early morning to until the afternoon we had an early break :D
i did not eat anything just spent my time in the covered court wonderin where the 3rdyear students were, after a few they were on their way to the old lobby, i was looking for hime :D i wanted to tell her to enjoy:D , and i did saw hime and told her to enjoy :D after that it was already time to go up :D

i really dont like it when people complain about the heat even thought they are wearing their jacket! i really got pissed! hello? your wearing a jacket! dont wear that jacket if your ganna complain about the heat! jackets are made for people to wear them when their feeling cold! their not made for people just to look cool! cool people dont need jacket to prove their cool! cool people would look cool without any jacket! if your uncool, nothing you wear will help! keep that in mind! pls!

the symposium is about proper attitude towards the use of gadgets : the guest speaker is miss.may the same speaker in our reco last year, well anyway last year was kinda boring, this year's symposium was boring! paula caryl and I entertained ourselves (HAHA)

we missed our filipino class! we were really lookin forward to our fil class since it was sir marvin's burdei! HABURDEI SIR MARVIN! :D mendel loves you :D we hope you enjoyed the cake :D even thought we disturbed you during your sleep in the nook :D we cant sing at the top of our voices in the nook, other teachers might complain and classes disturbed :D well anyway HABURDEI SIR!

after the symposium, it was lunch break, before our lunch break sir glenn told us he was pround of us :D yay :D GO MENDEL! (YAHOO)

during lunch break i ate with paula, caryl, wendang and many more :D

after lunch break it was tle :D since sir reymer is with his team :D we did not do anything :D we enjoyed ur free time :D so cool (HAHA) we talked about people we dont like , what we thought about things and all :D (HAHA)

well tle was over and math was our 1ST SUBJECT! and its the 2ND to the LAST subject!(HAHA) well i really feel bad :( i failed the 3rd quiz in math :( i passed the 1st 2 quizzes and failed the 3rd one :( i really wanted to pass them all :( so sad :( i really wanted to pass it! i thought quadratic formula was easy [ -b plus minus square root of (b)^2-4ac over 2 a] i was wrong! and i thought completing the squares was easy too [(b/2)^2}\]... well anyway its was really hard!

after that it was pe, sir ryan subbed, our quiz that was scheduled on 16 was supposed to be given to us today, and it got moved again (HAHA) its now scheduled next friday! (HAHA) we had fun, then dissmisal came :D

roentgen students got reunited, well some of us, :P today is the day when our plan has totally pushed through! (HAHA)

well i hate it that dad came late! it was already 5:30 when he picked us up, i told hime to go since it was already late, after a few dad came and we were on our way home, and along the way i told dad to stop the car :D and i went down :D (HAHA) dad did not told me that there was no one at home! we found that the hard way! well when we reached our house, we walked to hime's house well some where near their house : and i told hime id go to someones else house, and so i did i called paolo out to play and we did , then it was time then, oh yah me and paolo had a race :D I won :d (HAHA) then we are at their place :D (HAHA) i ate only a few :D i didint want to eat like i usually do in forn of them (HAHA) i might finish all of their food (HAHA) in fairness the adobo was really good :D after that i went home :D (HAHA) hit and run?!

haha and when i got here i ate :D (HAHA) did my chores and all, :( MMM! :( wrar i did not get to catch hime online :(

oh yah i got 140 load back, it was supposed to be 160 but ow well :D its still my load :D

its already 11:50 10 mins until good morning :( im sleepy i think i wont make it to VB again.... (wave) :(
When the time comes
when the time comes, that i would own my own house id llike to have a small room, in that room ill place nothing, not even an outlet, that room would be totally empty... just the walls and the cieling, this room would be a room only for me. That room would be the room where ill release what ever i feel. Id lock my self inside the room until im okay. Even if it means staying in that room for days, without food, water company and even light. Id stay quiet when ever ill be angry, i wont say anything bad or show any violence i;d just keep quiet. Id keep these burden bottled up in me, i know it would be hard and painfull but as long as i dont show any emotions i know it would be worth it , And if i were sad id use that room to be an instrument for self realizations, i'd need totall silence, i need no light to see, it would only be me, the room and its darkness

why would i need this room? If i have my beloved princess always there willling to comfort me and guide me? I dont need this room. I got you, I need you, I love you
EARTH TO MAX! Max hasnt been his self lately! welly anyway its been a while since i last posted a new blog :D and my most recent post was posted by mistake so i just deleted it so anyway :D EARTH TO MAX! I was like a kid earlier, really (HAHA) I know its not appropriate for a big guy like me to act like a kid, considering my age as another factor (HAHA) well anyways it was fun. one thing I know I'll miss :P I only have 4 years of being a teen left. I time real fast! it was like it was graduation the other day then the other we were on 1st year then the vacation then 2nd year and its really really fast, we only have 5 weeks until the perio starts! like that fast! *radom thought*

if i could go back time i would do the following: change my study habits, continue reading the bibble, take the sci math during summer vaction,i'd pushed "SOMEONE" to his doom during our retreat,*still missing sir mark* should have texted or called sir mark everyday until he left :( *he told be he will feel bad if i didnt*, i really should have told hime what i really felt earlier, I would fix my attitude * I'll try* :D ,continued TKD, i would not give all those gifts to my friend, I would stop my self from doing what i did that caused akwardness between us :( :( stupid me :( :( (TEARS)

well anyway, i would really go back in time to change all these things even if it means doing every thing over again, feeling the pain again, bearing them alone,


well i really hate our gay teacher! and i know he knows i hate her! well i really dont care, i just wonder who told him that? oh well I know he wants to fail me, i know he hates me too, well i really dont care about that faggot! if your going to leave DLA next year, why not do it now! as if we will miss you! i know you cant leave DLA because you like looking at your students! we all hate you! even if they participate in your class we still hate you! and By the way, we know you wear make up! and eeew! really eewwww! pls leave our school before i do something bad!


well anyway i decided to blogg what a feel about someone, i wont mention her name or anything and i wont mention that we were really really close to each other, ooops.. haha (HAHA) oh well , we were close to each other we knew every thing about each other we like talking, well anyway everything changed, firstly it was about the service, we werent in the same service anymore, so our plans with another close friend of mine to go to 711 together during palaro was ruined! well anyway, she said something i really really did not like! it was about me and hime, well i actually understand her for telling others that, since she was no idea whats happenin well anyway, I really did not like what she did, and so i confronted her, so know no talking not even eye contact, as if i care! from the begging she didint like me having friends from the uper classes, she was against it, well anyway i really dont feel like something is missing with her out of my system, so she is no loss for me, but if she wants to be friends with me she goes first, what she did is not right no matter what side you look at it,

Moving on!

hmmm oh yah i have these pins on my id holder and they are really cute and wendang and francine wants it (HAHA) i was like no way! :P OH YAH! SPECIAL TNX FOR IVAN! :D thank you very much for announcing that you found a pin :D tnx :D :D oh yah francine still has the bracelet i gave to her :D i was like so happy to know that she actually has it and still using it :D

Moving on!

Uhmm :D oh yah! i have new bestfriends :D I HOPE :D well i really enjoy hangin out with PAULA, CARYL and WENDANG :D spendin our free time together, lunch and recess :D we all get along like siblings, :D we enjoy talking (HAHA) we enjoy laughing and gossiping haha joke :D :D


I hate it when people tell you to back of and tell you to not shouw your face to them well its impossibe, we are schoolmates! well anyway i dont like how he looks at me, and he even pointed at me, i dont like him txting me, even if i dont read em, if he catches me in a bad mood i'd tottally reply , well anyway i dont like him :P

Spending my mornings with the 3rd years is fun :D hangin out with people around my age :D she should have been my batch mates, DLA i still hate you for that! :P even if we im just a 2nd year i like spenind my time with upper and lower classmen :D ESPECIALY WHEN IM WITH HIME :D i'd leave anyone even if i was talking to them for HIME :D even if your my best friend hahah ----->MEAN<----- hahaha I enjoy spendin our mornings together , and out lunch time even if its just for a few, i'd still like to spend it with yah :D (cozy)

Do i still have anything to say? do I?

we have like 5 assignments (HAHA) and our project in TLE will be checkd tomorrow, i just brought home some of my assignments home, the others would be done in school! and oh yah i wont pass my project in CLVE! i hate him so much!

OH YAH IM REALLY THANKFUL THAT I PASSED FIL, MATH,BIO, what would be my grade in ELA and AP!? :( i should have studied :( oh well :D



HAPPY HAPPY :D (9/5/09)
Yesterday was a very memorable day :D . We celebrated the following: Hiko's Birthday(8,29,09) Hime's Birthday (8,30,09) and Hiko and Hime's day (6) *today is our birthday!* :D you'd probably wonder why we celebrated our birthdays on 5. We celebrated it yesterday since it did not get a change to have our celebration last week.

So anyways i'll start with what i remember. (HAHA) I woke up at 5 *excited much* even though i slept 12 in the morning, and after an hour dad woke me up and asked me if my date will push through even thou there is a storm, and i said yes :P and i tried to sleep again and every 5 minutes i'll wake up *excited much!!* and when it was 9 i stood up and looked at my mirror (Haha) at i went to the cr and washed my face :P *metro* (HAHA)!

i drank 2 glasses of milk followed by 3 glasses of water :D after that i really felt like using the cr (HAHA) and after that i turned on my loptop * it is mine now! haha i have my files in it pls oh pls dont take this loptop away from me* and checked my plurk fb and blogger :D and i read the new bleach chapter after that it was 10 :D I took a bath :D **FRESH** :D then i brushed my teeth :D and cleaned my braces :D *without having bfast:D* and after that dad asked me to go out and buy dog food for a while and i did without any resistance (HAHA) when i got back dad told me to eat my lunch , i ate like 2 servings of spaghetti on a saucer :P after that i drank 2 glasses of water again :D then i went out and went to ministop

I was already there when it was 11:30 i bought halls :D yet again :D when it was already 12 i texted hime and i made a miss call :D and after a few a few hime was there :D i saw that hime cant open the door and i stood up and went out side :D and thus we were together :D

the first thing i told her "where would be catch a ride" like i was totally serious and i totally had no idea, i know how to get there if i only knew how to drive. * can i already apply for a student driver's lisence?* so anyway we rode a green cab to sm that was supposedly to camella only the green cab did not stop! so anyway we rode a gold cab? to ATC, i did not know that alabang and alabang town center was different! (HAHA) stupid me (HAHA) so anyway :P we got wet in the gold cab, i gave hime my extra handkerchief * for metro purposes *

when we reached ATC I told hime that i really needed to use the cr (HAHA) it was because when i left i drank a whole pitcher of water :D after that we roamed around atc looking for a place to eat :D every dinner i saw i'd ask hime if she wanted to eat there :D i asked hime if hime wanted to eat at figaro, TGI fridays and more :D i was hungry and i really wanted to eat (HAHA) and i asked hime if she wanted shakeys and she said she like pizza :D nad i said lets go, when we were there we like have to w8 for a table and we decided not to eat there, Hime said yellow cab and i totally agreed :D heheh we orderd the NYF 10" :D and they told us that we'll wait for 15 mins untill its ready :D we roamed around and round then we went up stairs then roamed again then went down and roamed again :D and we went back to yellow cab an got our order :D so next stop was the movies :D

we went to where the movie tickets can be bought i asked hime what movie hime would like to watch and i told her that i watched all their trailers so i would like to watch anyone of the movies except FD :P i want to watch the movies 1-3 before i'll watch the 4th :D :D so we decided to watch up :D :D we had to w8 for like 30 mins before the movie starts ... we bought pop corn and root beer float :D and we like sat and talked to each other while waiting for the movie to start :D

after a few we entered the cinema :D and waited for the movie to start :D the mini clip was so cool and so funny :D UP was really funny and really Cool :D and really sad at the same time really entertaining :D we ate pizza drank our root beer float ate the pop corn :D we laughed together and we were really enjoying the movie :D and we were enjoying the presence of each other :D after the movie we finished the pizza and we did not finish the pop corn:D it was so big :D

after the went to the activity area and we noticed that there was so many people! like we decided not to watch anymore :D (HAHA) we just roamed around again :D i bought a cool name tag for hime :D hehe and we roamed around in national book store and hime told me hime needed to use the cr :D and so hime did :D, after that we went in a gift shop :D i know that hime likes spongebob:D hehe so i bought her sponge bob and i bought doraemon bread thingy and cute pins for us :D then we went to national again :D we bought a pocket notebook for me :D i really want to write every idea that comes to me :D (HAHA) even if i wont understand it afterwards :D (HAHA) :D

after that we roamed again and i told hime that i want ice cream so we set course to dairy Queen and when we were near the were so many people and hime told me stop and we did not continue to go to dairy queen and i was like okay :D on our way back i saw are edree and pao :D they decided not to watch anymore too :D haha they were ganna eat instead of watching the show :D

it was gettin late and we went outside and like got in a van :D the traffic was so heavy! there was like somany people because of the show! oh well :D :P we had fun:D when in the van we were the only ones talking haha they were all quiet (HAHA) when we reached mini stop i told hime icecream :D haha and so we bought ice cream and we went home :D

I'm so happy because we got to celebrate our day together :D and im so glad we enjoyed our day :D

i was like able to spend 1800 :D pesos :D haha


I really hate it when people make me shout! i hate thenm even more for making me shout while having this sore throat! i hate my siblings! for making me shout! i hate my siblings for shouting at me! ... well im here in my room, on my bed blogging and alone in the dark, wasnt able to sleep due to the same thoughts that makes me .... so yah, i really need sleep... stupid net so slow! it took me 10 mins to load blogger alone!

How come there isnt a single day in my life that im happy all throughout the day? I hate it! every time! there is always something or someone that ruins my day!

not in the mood.... this would be my blogg for today
current status
well i hate my current physical status, im now 74kg again. The trip to baguio and the trip to la union, was very filling! sheesh this is now the result of eating too much. and oh yah augusts' 29 30 31 was very filling too... we are at joey peperoni on 29 :D and then we ate lunch and dinner in cainta rizal on 30 then! we ate at fort and in teriyaki boy on 31... anyway

the skin on my shoulder is really really dry and it really hurts and it stings when its wet.... i hate having dry skin especially if my face is dry... i feel so uncomfortable, i applied moisturizer and it felt good and after a few it was dryer it hurts so much! i want it off any suggestions???

and i have like zitz again! i really dont want these trips again... if ever we'll have trips, i want to take a bath every 2-4 hours its so hot outside! plus we'd do walking that would make me sweat, and i sweat alot! every time i go out my hanky can be squeezed because its so wet! i really dont want day trips it would make me oily and things... hate zitz!

and i have sore throat... sheesh ut hurts alot i wont eat for a while plus i wont drink really really cold watter :(

oh yah... falling hair dehn!? i noticed that my hair is falling! how come?! i shampoo naman... wrar!

oh well